Build Me Up Just to Fall Again

[slytherinsnark]

It felt strange, walking the halls of Hogwarts again. The War behind them, the Castle stood as pristine as it once had. He'd been accepted to teach Defense Against the Dark Arts over Snape, for while he also had that scar on his arm, he hadn't been the one to kill Dumbledore. He found teaching surprisingly engaging, except the first years, of course. Bumbling idiots that hardly knew which end of their wand they were supposed to be holding onto.

Draco was older, different. For those that had known him before, his eyes shine darker, ringed in shadows, and he's no longer just arrogant and superior, but fairly distant from most of the other wizards at the school. Snape is the only once he seems able to stand being near; he almost follows him, but even that interaction is tumultuous, conflicted; peppered with snarky comments on the good days, and sneers and insults on both hands.

He's not as well-adjusted from the war as he claims, not even three years later. He still has nightmares, dreams where the scar of the dark mark on his arm turns black, where the snake twists and turns and curls around him, and as his body wracks with pain, he can feel cool scales and hear the hiss and tremble of a forked tongue. It happens during the day, sometimes, not as intense, but the scar bleeding into black, the first hum of pain. He medicates with a Elixir of Dementor's Bane. Before, he'd been buying the ingredients from a woman, and they would arrive by owl, but it's been a week since he's heard from her.

Stealing from Snape's potion cupboard was probably not the best idea, but it was the only one readily available. It was a surprisingly difficult potion, with a few ingredients that were far more exotic than what could be bought from Diagon Alley. Hopefully, he'd blame some upstart, trouble-making Gryffindor. He had to have at least one student that took after Potter and his obnoxious friends.

By the next evening, rested for the first time in the past week, he almost thinks he's gotten away with it. Snape likely docked some hapless student points from their house, and never would have thought about Draco. The ingredients were for Elixir of Dementor's Bane (which wouldn't actually affect a Dementor), but it did have several ingredients in common with the Draught of Living Death. He'd gotten lucky.

At least, so he thought until the Potions Master slid into the classroom where Draco was harshly grading the papers of his First Years, Snape's black robe billowing around him. Draco arched an eyebrow and set down his quill, leaning back in his chair with an arch of a delicate eyebrow.

"To what do I owe the pleasure?"

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[slytherinsnark]

Draco flushes a little as Snape steps into the door, without his robes, and his coat, just his white shirt and the long dark vest. He wants to touch, hasn't been able to get him out of his head, hasn't been able to get what happened out of his head. His ass still aches, still pink and warm, and he's here anyway. Stealing would have made a point, soothed at that desire to be defiant and stubborn, but Snape made a point last time, and Draco can't quite bring himself to ignore that.

He nods, moving into Snape's room, letting the door shut behind him as he tries to focus his eyes somewhere that isn't Snape, looking around the potion-master's room. He's always fantasized about Snape, but not it's hotter, more insistent, makes it so there are other things he wants to ask him about that don't involve that potion. He knows it's not healthy; that the addictions caused by potions can be hard to break. He feels like he's falling.

It's just a little bit better, standing here, focusing on Snape's presence even if he's not looking at him. "I didn't wake you, did I?"

[empty_yourself]

Snape shuts the door behind Draco, the wards still firmly in place as he follows Draco in to what is a nice, almost cozy sitting room. The walls are lined with bookshelves and the light comes from hovering candles that had been clustered near the single black chair until Snape had gotten up, and were now lazing about above their heads, scattered to spread a low light. There's a second chair for guests, but it doesn't see much use, and it's not meant to. It's hard and straight backed, no cushion, the kind of seat intended for a guest he'd like to leave sooner than later.

Draco may not be looking at him, but he's certainly looking at Draco. There's color in his cheeks, a flush, perhaps embarrassment for the reason he's come. Regardless, it looks good on him, makes him look human. Without it his alabaster skin makes him look carved from stone, statuesque, perfect.

"You did, I always sleep fully clothed," he says with dry sarcasm and the lift of one brow. Draco is nervous, he's talking without thinking, and it's endearing. Not that he'd let on to that.

"I was reading," he says sincerely, "You're not bothering me at all."

He doesn't ask why he's here, what he needs, because he trusts Draco to get to that. He doesn't want to press him, except that increasingly he does, but against a wall, not for answers.

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It catches him, lips parted, and he runs fingers through his short hair to try and settle his nerves, looking at Snape from the edge of his eye, the elegant arch of that eyebrow. He's talking without thinking, nervous just from being around Snape, from the aftermath of the nightmare, from the thoughts in his head. He moves into the room, but instead of sitting he merely stands next to the chair. His ass still aches and the chair seems as if it's meant to be uncomfortable. Not to mention that with Snape he doesn't have to hide it, because Snape already knows.

It's difficult, he realizes suddenly, standing there wide-eyed, skin slightly sheened from waking nightmares, the terror that was on the verge of possessing him not long ago. He needs another dose, but saying it is somehow difficult as he swallows, looking up at him, that arrogant lift of his chin that is almost permanent. His fingers fidget, his eyes dart; it's not as bad as when he was in the hallway, but how affected he is manages to still be quite clear.

"I need some potion reagents," he says finally, drawing his gaze up to look into Snape's dark eyes and he shifts awkwardly. It's not just asking (even if its devoid of things like that lilt if his voice or things like please, or any of the usual niceties. It's so very, veryk hard when all he can think of is how much he needs Snape, needs him to hurt him, to take away these feelings. It feels like if Snape held him down, touched him, that it wouldn't feel like this, but that's likely just related to how much the other night made him feel. Like he was dying, and so much better. He doesn't really know how to finish the rest of it; he's avoiding mentioning the name of the potion, doesn't want to have to acknowledge just exactly what Snape knows. He doesn't want to have to admit that he's not okay, that he can't cope, that he's still this weak, this helpless. He hasn't been okay since there stopped being someone to ground him from the fear.

[empty_yourself]

When Draco turns to face him, he looks him over more carefully. Snape hadn't been sleeping, but Draco had been. At least for a little while. His hair was just slightly ruffled, but more, there was that wild expression in his eyes, the sheen of his skin that suggested waking terror. Snape knew well why he took the potion, what drove him to that extreme. He didn't know the specifics, but he was well versed in fear. It didn't take much to imagine what Draco was experiencing.

Draco is standing near that uncomfortable chair, and it would be easy to change it for him into something more tolerable - he knows sitting still can't be comfortable even under the best of circumstances - but he doesn't. He's watching him shift and fidget, watching how his attention moves about the room before finally it raises to his face. Idly, Snape wonders just how red his behind still is…

He waits for Draco to speak, and then he does. Snape is silent for a moment, watching him as he shifts where he stands. It's clear it's a request even if it's not quite a question. He can see that Draco needs so much more than reagents. Otherwise, he wouldn't be here.

Finally, he gives a single nod and leaves the room, returning with a small vial in hand, held for him to see. He doesn't say the words, doesn't make it explicit, I knew you were coming and made this for you, but it's obvious all the same. It's a caring gesture, even if it might be enabling.

"All you had to do was ask," he says softly, turning the little stoppered vial over in his fingers. He spares it a glance as the candlelight catches the carved glass, and looks again to Draco.

"This isn't a cure," he says slowly, to make sure Draco was aware. It would keep the nightmares at bay temporarily, but they'd keep coming back, and eventually he would reach a tolerance, need more, and the effects would pile on each other… Snape didn't want to see Draco go down that road.

"But you can have it now if you need it." It's resting in his palm, free for the taking, and he's not looking away from Draco's pale blue eyes. "Or you could stay the night," he offers after a breath.

"Or you may have both," he adds. Later, they'll discuss choosing one or the other, but tonight is not the night for that.

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His breath catches when Snape returns with a vial, the liquid that shimmering almost clear in the carved glass. It says a lot; that Snape knew he'd be coming, was aware of what he was medicating with. His eyes widen a little, dart down to the vial that he holds in his open palm. It makes his heart twist, his pulse flutter a beat, and he knows that he's already hit that edge of unhealthy; it doesn't last him as long as it used to, and he's not unaware it's a downward spiral. It makes that offer that much more breath-taking, the idea that he could stay, hold onto Snape instead of that vial. His lashes flutter as he looks back up at him, a slight tilt of his head as he looks into his dark eyes.

"I could have made it myself," he says a little petulantly, trying to hide that he is touched by the gesture, the idea that Snape cared enough to do this for him. He reaches out, catching the vial in Snape's hand, but he pauses, trying to work through what he really wants. In truth, it's the man that made it for him, not the potion.

"I can stay?" It's a hopeful question as he pulls the vial away, slips it into the pocket of his expensive trousers. He's dressed as he usually is, even though his first impulse was to just toss on a shirt and trousers and come running to the man's door. All in black, except for the emerald green of his tie, and the carved silver Slytherin snakes of his cufflinks, the button-down front onyx. It gave him time to catch his breath, not look quite so breathlessly desperate. But it doesn't change the fact that he is; slightly glassy eyes are still on Snape, hopeful, wanting, needy.

[empty_yourself]

It's with almost a touch of sadness that he watches how Draco's gaze is drawn to the vial. It's clear he's to the point of almost craving it. If not the potion itself, the temporary relief it offers, and it's the first step down.

When Draco responds, almost petulant, saying he could have made it himself, there's a split second where Snape can't help but think how ungrateful he sounds. But it doesn't go any deeper than his words. Everything else says that he's touched, almost relieved that Snape knew, that he'd taken the time to bother with this, that he'd cared enough. The petulance is a mask he wears, and truthfully, it often has been in the past as well, hiding fear and uncertainty, and pain.

Once Draco takes the vial, Snape's hand falls back to his side, and he nods. Yes, he can stay.

"If you want to," he says softly, eyes skimming down Draco's slender form. He was dressed as he always was, meticulous even though he'd just woken from a nightmare. He'd like to scoop him up into his arms, hold him close and make it better, however Draco needed it to be better. If that meant being bent over a desk, so be it, but Snape also wanted it to mean being tucked against him beneath the covers.

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"I want to," Draco replies, a little breathless, and quickly enough it would be hard to deny just how much he wants this, wants him. He wants it even more than the glass vial tucked away in his pocket, but for the moment he still needs the security of it. That reassurance that if it's too bad, too much, he still has that balm that will take it all away. But for the moment, he wants Snape to be the one to take it away, ground him, anchor him here.

He wanted touch, wanted to feel, however he could get it. His parents had spoiled him mercilessly, but they'd still never been particularly affectionate, especially his father. The idea of being curled up in Snape's arms, tucked against his body, blond hair under the man's chin... It just wasn't something he thought that he could have. And the pain, the feeling, it took him away from those dark places, had him clinging to that trust, to Snape, giving himself over and taking it all. When Snape had been spanking him, there hadn't been any shadows, any darkness, and he didn't think it was just because of the potion.

He took a step closer, just slightly moving into Snape's space, reaching a hand up to skim against the fabric of his vest. Swallowing his uncertainty and watching his face, his dark eyes. He wanted him, and he figured they were past the point of trying to hide that.

[empty_yourself]

Draco hasn't yet taken it. Snape wonders if he will, or if staying will be enough, not being alone. If he ends up needing it, taking it, he can't blame him for it. Snape has had his fair share of nightmares and sleepless nights. He's not one to judge Draco for needing relief.

Draco moves close enough to touch, and dares to, fingers skimming the fabric of his vest. The uncertainty in his expression touches something inside him and he doesn't resist the urge he has to pull Draco close. They'll talk about it, he's certain they will, probably even within the next few minutes as they're negotiating just what this means, what Draco wants tonight, but for right now it's obvious enough that they're crossing a line. He's invited Draco to stay the night, and there's unmistakable meaning in the offer and the acceptance.

Snape closes the distance between them and draws the young man up in an embrace, holding him close to his chest. He wants more than just this, wants decidedly unchaste things with him, but they have time.

He bends down ever so slightly, face against the side of that pale golden head, and he inhales the scent of him, warm and floral with a hint of more beneath the surface, smoke and spice. Snape exhales against his neck as he turns his head in towards his neck, hands smoothing up his back slowly, soothingly.

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Draco gasps softly as Snape closes the distance between them, pulling him into an embrace, and he shivers. The strength of arms around him, encircling his slender frame, and he melted into it, the warmth of his body, the comfort of it. His hands came up, clinging to his vest, holding him tight, like he's afraid of losing him, afraid of letting go. He nuzzles into him, breathing in the smell of his body, the darkness fading as he leans into the warmth of this, the comfort. He needs this, needs the closeness, no matter how much he's tried to hide it. Snape means something to him, and being held like this, it eases the pain away.

He murmurs as Snape bends down, the way that he rests his chin over his head, almost coccooning him in the strength of his body. It's shy and timid, but he brushes a soft kiss against the fabric of his throat, trembling, his breathing coming faster as his heart races.It's hard to believe this is happening, but it's tangible, tactile, and it grounds him. He breathes him in, trying to hold onto this moment, the feel of it. He wants more, wants touch and taste and the intensity of how it had felt bent over a table, but softer. He doesn't know what he wants, just more.

[empty_yourself]

The way Draco relaxes into the embrace says that it's enough for now, it's exactly what he'd needed. Snape holds him closer, one arm tight across his shoulders. He feels Draco's fists clinging to his vest, feels his face pressing against his chest, and his expression softens, unseen against neck. He was as much solace to Snape as he was sure he was to Draco. Draco was someone who understood, who was there, who knew. Someone he didn't have to explain himself to, and Snape has been alone for a very long time.

He shivers when he realizes that the brush against his neck is Draco's lips on the collar of his vest and shirt, a tentative next step. He wants those lips on his bare skin, on his own lips, and he wants to touch him everywhere, wants to distract him from the nightmare that brought him here and bring him something that felt good to replace the pain. He shifts, brings a hand up to nudge Draco's chin upwards, guiding their lips together. It's slow and exploring, though it's not quite chaste, somehow manages to communicate that underlying desire to strip him bare and ravish him, worship him.

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The embrace gets tighter, Snape pulling him in closer against his chest, an arm curling around Draco's shoulders. He couldn't help himself, the way he clung to him. Snape was the only one that would understand; not even his parents understood what he'd been through. They might care about him, but they didn't care about others, wouldn't have blinked at killing Dumbledore. They didn't comprehend just how hard it had been on him, how he'd only done it to protect them. The conflict between the fact that he had always wanted so badly to be his father, but he just couldn't. He didn't have the capability to be that cruel no matter how hard he tried. It haunted him, and they'd never understand that. It was the lack of power, their loss of respect that haunted his parents. There had been something in Snape, even before he'd known where his allegiance really lay that had carried him through serving under Voldemort, made it possible to keep from flinching, to hide his terror as he said my Lord.

Snape's fingers touch against his jaw, tilting his face upward as the man leaned in. His body tenses, wide-eyed and breathless, like he can't believe this is hapening. There's a soft murmur, Draco's eyelashes fluttering as their lips touch. Slow, not pushing, not forcing anything, but he can feel the want in the kiss. It's mirrored in how Draco leans in, presses into Snape's lips, clings tighter to his body. He wants it, wants this. He knows they need to talk, but he needs the touch, too. His blue eyes slide shut, breathless as he curls fingers in the cloth. Snape's clothes aren't obviously expensive the way Draco's are, but they accent his body, make him both beautiful and severe in the same breath. Not many seemed to share his opinion, however.

[empty_yourself]

Draco is leaning into him, pushing into the kiss for more, holding on like he's afraid of losing Snape. One hand smoothes down his spine, circling at the small of his back, slow and reassuring. He's not going anywhere.

He wants to start slow, wants to keep his control so tightly locked down, but having Draco finally pressed against his body and wanting is slowly chipping into his resolve. He feels those delicate fingered hands curling into his clothes and it catches his breath. His hands are aching to touch the soft skin beneath this fine fabric. It's hard to say if he wanted it more before he'd had a taste or now that he's already had his hands on Draco's spanked-hot ass. Once wasn't enough, but neither will twice, three times.

The kiss is growing intense, his mouth more insistent. His tongue edges against Draco's lips, and it's less asking admittance and more taking it, tongue flicking its way in between those soft lips. The hand at his back moves around to his hips, and what was once a caress of reassurance is now a hand to guide him. He's urging him to move, wants him… somewhere. Against a wall, maybe. In bed would be better.

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Draco murmurs, soft and quiet as fingers smooth down his spine, reassuring that he's not going to lose this. There's a soft flush at the knowledge of how obvious is, but he can't help himself, his defenses are down, and he needs this, Snape feels so safe, makes him feel like this is all okay. Snape may be trying to start slow, but Draco is just throwing himself into this headlong, taking as much as he can get, soaking up every touch.

Draco's messed around before; handjobs, blowjobs, giving and receiving. But, he'd always stopped it from going further, no matter who it was. Sex has always felt too much about trust, too much about control for it to be something he can just give away to someone that would never understand. Snape is different; here, now, there's not that line, there's nothing he can think of that he doesn't want, that he's unwilling to give. It makes it easy to melt into Snape's body, into the insistent press of his lips. He likes that rough edge, the fact that Snape is willing to push and take, even as it's given to him on eager soft lips and a willing tongue that slides against the man's as it pushes into Draco's mouth.

He lets Snape's fingers at his back guide him. Not sure where they're heading, but, someplace better, hopefully someplace where he can try and work through Snape's innumerable buttons. Of course, Draco doesn't particularly go for easy layers, either.

[empty_yourself]

If Snape had thought he might have been going faster than Draco wanted, those concerns were falling away as the embrace lingered on. Draco is touching, pushing back, opening himself to more without hesitation.

It might be enough for a second time or a third, but this time he needs to say it, they need to, at least briefly, discuss this, what they're doing, where they're headed. He's unwilling to go too far, he cares too much for Draco to take what isn't there for the taking.

"I want you," he breathed against his lips. It's not explicit, but Draco's not naive. He at least understands his meaning, even if he's never done this before. Snape wonders if he has, how far he's gone before, what lines he's drawn and why. He could see it going either way, having sought comfort in sex, explored, distracted himself with it… or having shied away from it, edging towards it but never crossing the line.

He's guiding him to the bedroom, the next room over. It's not far. His chambers are spacious, but compactly laid out, not much hallway between sitting room, study and bedroom. The candles follow them in, pass them by as they make it through the doorway and bob in the center of the room, flaring up for a minute before settling down, burning close to the wick and casting a soft glow around the room. Everything is dark wood, a tall wardrobe and a low trunk with silver accents, the bed a tall four-poster. The bed is made with emerald bedding, silk sheets and a thick, rich looking duvet. His things might not be by and large terribly expensive, but he had fine taste and here, in the bedroom, especially with things that came in contact with his skin, he splurged.

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Draco's breathless when Snape pulls back, whispers those words into the space between their mouths. There's a flush, his eyes looking into Snape's, needing to see him. He lets the older man guide him into the bedroom, the soft light of the floating candles following them, dimming slightly, making it softer, more intimate as he leans into him with a murmur. It's still repeating in his head, the fact that Snape wants him. And he trusts him, believes that it's more than just this once, not just an offer of physicality. "I like you. I want you, I want.. this," he breathes quietly, a shy edge to it. Because he hasn't done this before. Not as far as he wants to.

He hasn't really taken in the room yet, because he's so focused on Snape. He's honest, offering the truth because Snape is the only one that's ever earned it. That doesn't mean he always gives it, but here, now, it needs to be true, honest. He leans in, going up on his toes to press a kiss against his lips, nipping softly. He's shivering, a little bit nervous, because this is new. He's never felt comfortable enough before, never trusted someone like this to where he wanted all of it. It's a few moments before he realizes just how nice the room is, in little ways, like the bed, the emerald sheets, the duvet, things that wouldn't be out of place in his own room.

[empty_yourself]

Hearing the response is reassuring, because it's honest and it's about so much more than tonight. It's shy enough that he still wonders what he's done before, how far he wants to go. Two nights ago he didn't ask, he pushed, he leaned on punishment and after, he'd pushed into his mind for permission. This time he was going to ask…

He opened his mouth to do so, to ask, but Draco leans up, stretches up on his toes and kisses him, nips, and Snape hums softly, voice deep in his throat.

He leans back, "How much do you want?" he breathes, his hands slipping down Draco's back to his hips, tugging up on the jacket and dipping down into the waist of his trousers briefly, before one hand slipped between them, pressed between Draco's thighs through all those layers of clothing. It's tentative, hardly a brush, but there's a slight pressure that's unmistakable.

His lips catch Draco's jaw and kiss their way to his neck, beneath his ear, and he adds softly, "Because I'd like to fuck you…"

This time it's explicit, because he wants to know the answer, but he also wants to see if he can deepen the flush in his cheeks with suggestion.

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Draco's about to answer that question, but there's that catch of his breath as hands move down his back to rest against his hip, tugging against his jacket. His long eyelashes flutter over his pale blues as fingertips briefly tip into his trousers, and he leans in, presses a little closer because he needs to touch, needs to feel. There's a throaty gasp, his lips parted, trembling as Snape's hand presses between them, a light pressure at the apex of his thighs, just a brush of contact that hints at so much more.

His hands slide up Snape's body, hooking against his shoulders, tugging him a little closer as lips brush against his jaw, kissing down his neck to his ear. And then there's those words, dark and vulgar and they send a thrill through his body, even as his face flushes. "I..." His voice catches in his throat as he tries to answer, shy, timid, even through he wants so much. "I want everything," he murmurs, can't quite bring himself to echo Snape's words, not sure just how much he's giving himself away.

[empty_yourself]

Maybe it's not quite fair to ask him questions that require verbal answers while touching him. He remembers the mess of thoughts from two nights before, all the things he wanted, yes this included, though he had to be sure. Draco is still young enough that desire, sensation take the front seat and push cognitive skills off somewhere to the side sometimes, steal speech and intelligent thought. Snape finds it rather endearing, now that he no longer suffers from that same fate.

He turns his hand to cup him, and he watches his face, flushed with color, eyes bright, lips slightly parted.

"You're gorgeous," he murmurs. Snape's aware that he knows as much, as vain as he is, but that doesn't mean he doesn't need to hear it.

His hands come up the front of Draco's body, and then he's skillfully undoing those many buttons, top to bottom. He's making quick work of it, clearly experienced in the doing and undoing of buttons, if his own attire was any testament. The last one undone, his hands slip beneath the lapels and loosen his tie enough to get to the shirt buttons beneath. His hands are working their way down again, but this time, the backs of his fingers, knuckles are brushing the soft skin of his chest and belly. Merlin, he's beautiful, silently to himself as he exposes that pale skin.

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Draco gasps, sucks in a slow, halting breath through his parted lips as Snape's hand cups him through silk boxers and expensive trousers. That declaration makes his eyes flutter, a slight smile curving his lips as he leans into Snape, one hand shifting to brush fingers through his hair. Gorgeous. It seems somehow meaningful coming from Snape. Draco has never been uncertain of his looks, more than a little vain, honestly. But he likes hearing it. He hasn't heard it since before the war, since Pansy and the other Slytherin girls that couldn't get over his fine blond hair, his blue eyes, his cheekbones, his long eyelashes or how kissable his lips were. Snape makes him feel desirable in that intense sort of way all over again, and Draco realizes that he'd almost forgotten what it felt like; words heated on the air, and it runs a slight tremble down his spine.

Hands move up his chest, and Snape makes fast work of his clothes, despite the numerous buttons of his jacket, his shirt, and then fingers are at the knot of his tie, unfastening it. Snape's strong hands move back down Draco's chest, brushing against the exposed pale skin. The more of his skin that's revealed, the more striking the flush of his cheeks becomes. Draco's hand still on Snape's shoulder moves softly to the top of his vest, and slowly pops the button free. He wants to touch, wants everything he wasn't allowed when Snape spanked him bent over a desk.

[empty_yourself]

He likes the reaction his words have on Draco, the gasp, the parted lips as he touches him. He reacts when Draco's fingers slip into his hair. Surprise, he likes being touched almost as much as he likes to touch. His hair is silky smooth, not greasy at all, but inviting and soft.

Snape can't help but notice the flush of his cheeks, its prominence when compared to the rest of his skin. He wonders about his ass, how much red lingers there…

Draco just gets that first button when Snape has finished the last button of his shirt and he pushes shirt and jacket down his arms at once, setting the two garments to find the back of a chair to hang themselves on instead of landing in a heap at their feet.

His hands move down to Draco's waist, rest there at his hips, and at first that's all they do because he's drinking this in. Then Draco's hands are at his neck, at the top of the vest, and he gets just one button free. Snape lifts his chin slightly, gives him room to carry on opening them down the length of his chest, and fingertips dip into the waist of Draco's pants. The drag from hip to center is slow, tugging at the fabric, teasingly urging him a little closer, and it seems as though there's an insinuation that he won't remove much more until Draco undoes a row of buttons. There's definitely that suggestion, if the hand poised at the top button of his fly says anything, applying pressure to pop it open but not quite enough, not just yet…

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Draco does appreciate the fact that this time his clothes end up on the back of the chair. He could easily afford to replace them, on the unlikely chance they were damaged, but Draco does tend to take care of his things. It said one thing when he had his trousers pooled around his ankles, and another when they ended up neatly on the back of a chair. He catches on to that encouragement, that subtle demand to keep working on Snape's buttons. So, he does so.

Or, well, he tries, at any rate. The buttons on Snape's vest are small, slippery, and numerous, and Draco's fingers are shaking from want. There's a soft, breathless murmur when a full minute later he's only improved that count to three. But, his hands slide away, tracing along Snape's side as the buttons suddenly start undoing themselves. In situations like this, some people seemed to count it cheating. Draco normally liked the feel of touching, but at the moment he just needed it off. It doesn't take long, a sly glimmer in his blue eyes as he starts to guide the vest off down his arms.

Draco was not long on patience. This fact hadn't improved much in the past few years.

[empty_yourself]

Draco's hands are shaking, enough that he can't undo the buttons. To be fair, they are difficult, but he still finds it endearing. Frustrating, given the fact that Draco is definitely not the only one whose desire is beginning to wear him thin, but endearing. Then the buttons begin undoing themselves, and Snape can't help the little half grin, corner of his mouth quirking up on one side. It's cheating but Snape doesn't point that out. He doesn't have the patience for Draco to carry on fumbling them off, and he doesn't want this to devolve into joking accusations of cheater and how about you punish me? That kind of playful is something he wouldn't mind, but not tonight. It required too much talking, feeling out what had happened two days prior, what exactly was going on now, so many things there would be time for later.

Now, he simply wanted them undressed. Wanted to press Draco down into the cool satin sheets. He shifted, letting Draco push the vest down his arms, and returned his hand to where it had been, at his waist, and with a purposeful little 'pop' sound, undid the button. He was losing patience, had half a mind to abandon this back and forth and begin to push, begin to take…

He took a deep breath, trying in vain to regain some composure, but his hands are moving almost of their own accord, slipping in and undoing the zip, cupping him through those silk boxers, feeling the way the fabric clung to him. He's moving again, edging them to the bed until Draco's legs brush against it. One hand, at his hip, grips tightly for a moment, and then he's pushing them down Draco's slender hips. He can't see, but his hand skims over his ass on purpose, and it still feels warm, warmer than the rest of his skin, and Snape exhales against his lips, satisfied.

"Lie down," he murmurs, voice low and unwavering.

[slytherinsnark]

Tonight, the accusation of cheater would likely only get a quirk of an eyebrow, Draco defiantly continuing to magic his vest undone because there's too much tension between them. He needs Snape, and fumbling fingertips would take too long on the long line of buttons down his front. His hands coming in to drag it down and off Snape's arms, an unspoken whisper of power walking it over to the chair that his jacket adorns; no reason to leave it on the floor. He trembles as Snape's hands move back to his hips, fingers popping the button of his trousers undone, and then dragging down the zipper. Fingers cupped him through the black silk of his boxers, Draco already half-hard, just from the kisses, the touching, the knowledge of what Snape wanted.

His boxers are slightly fitted, the black silk close around his slender thighs, against his hips, accenting his figure even when he's stripped down almost to his underwear. Snape's pushing him back, guiding him to the bed, and Draco hasn't stopped at the vest, magic undoing that white shirt as surely as it had the black vest. Fingers pull his boxers down with his trousers, and there's a brief, sharp gasp, wide-eyed and trembling as fingers palm over his ass still heated and sensitive from the abuse nights before... He'd always assumed that threat about not sitting down for a week to be hyperbole; apparently not quite. Draco leans in, tip-toes to brush a kiss to his lips, and then moves back with a nod.

He's naked as he gracefully slips his small feet out of his boxers and trousers, the clothes obediently setting themselves on the chair. He settles himself in the middle of the bed, body braced on his elbows, hips lifted slightly, head tilted back to expose his throat. He looks up at Snape through hooded eyes with a smile curving his full lips.

"Like this?" His desire bleeds through those deep blues.

[empty_yourself]

His shirt having unbuttoned itself, is shrugged off and so it can follow the rest of their clothes, neatly folded over a chair. Snape is pale, nearly as much as Draco is, but in the dim of the room much of it is put into shadow, just the contrast of the lightness of skin and the dark of his hair.

If Draco wasn't tempting enough standing and in varying and decreasing levels of undress, then he was unspeakably so spread out for him on the bed. He looked so inviting, muscles flexing beneath his skin as he shifted to the center, posing for him.

"Yes," he says, his voice coming soft and deep, gaze shifting down his body, from the curve of his neck to the tilt of his hips, the slender, no-longer-boyish shape of his thighs.

Snape unfastens his trousers, makes quick work out of them and soon he's stepping from his slippers, trousers and boxers folding themselves as they join the rest of their clothes, and Snape's moving to the bed with him, crawling to the middle where Draco lay waiting, and he came down to press a kiss against his neck before moving up to catch his lips.

[slytherinsnark]

Draco's hands come up, moving to Snape's shoulders, up into his hair, pulling him in and tugging him softly closer, his lips soft and wanting. He pressed back into the kiss, parted lips and his body trembling with how much he felt like he needed this. Snape was like a drug, like the potion in the pocket of his trousers, except different, and he couldn't help the way that he wanted it all, wanted to give it all, have Snape take everything he could offer. Not now, not in this moment so full of feelings Draco hardly knew how to process, but he wanted the hurt and the punishment, the way that his ass was still red from Snape's spanking over his own desk. Snape held everything he craved, eveything Draco considered either too soft or too dark to share with anyone. Snape made it so he hardly had to, the way that the somehow found this space together.

He ran fingers through Snape's longer hair, brought his legs up to catch against the older man's hips. His cock pressing against the potion-master's stomach, drawing the man down aginst him, kissing him hard and needy. He needed this. Maybe they both did; he needed the way that Snape wanted him, even knowing better than anyone how broken he was, the way he thought he was gorgeous, wanted to fuck him. He pulled away, kissing against the side of his neck. "I want you..." Hot and breathy, soft gasps of uneven breath.